With a click of a button, I officially end my first semester
as a first year Law student.
Now that I have a reasonable time to unwind and retrace my
initial journey in Law School, permit me to share a thing or two about the new
challenges and changes brought upon by this.
I would keep on sharing to people
the opportunity cost I have to bare in this decision to study Law. I even had
to call off a management job because I already enrolled. At the beginning, it was a bit awkward seeing
all your batch mates land good jobs and paying their families’ bills while I
was carrying expensive Law books that my parents bought with their own money. These
feelings and “what ifs” are there but it has devolved into a subsidiary feeling
already. The resolve to finish and pass the bar is beginning to take its shape
and has become the primary source of motivation. This is all what matters for
me now. Be a lawyer first before overly thinking about the future.
I miss college. I miss the
easiness of life during undergraduate years. The world of thick books, miles of
reading and legal analysis are alien to most part of my life and this needs
getting used to. Most importantly, I
miss dealing with people. Not that Law school is void of it; it only has added
the books as part of the “people” you have to develop a relationship with.
Now into the subject matter of Law. First year of learning
the fundamental substantial laws of our jurisdiction such as Constitutional Law
1, Persons and Family Relations, and Criminal Law 1 as allowed me to see things
that I have not seen nor understand before. It practically gave me a
preliminary understanding of why things are what they are.
Constitutional law, in a nut shell, showed me that theoretically
power resides in the people. We are only delegating our unlimited sovereign
capacity to our “public servants”. Since power has its great temptations, we
allocate which department gets to do what power and build a system that checks
the others. Persons and Family Relations taught me that the law touches almost
all aspects of human relationships even to the most private. Criminal Law taught
me that it is legally alright to kill as long as three elements of self-defense
are present. Sadly so, we know the theories and we also know the ocean of
difference between it and reality.
To sum it all up, Law school in its preliminary taste is
bitter sweet. So far, I think I can get a hang of it. at the same time, I feel
anxious if I can manage the exponentially growing work load. However, with all
these constraints, necessary or self-inflicted, there is a truth that I dearly
hold in Law School. That is that the
Study of Law should be enjoined with a social purpose. We may be trained to
master the substance of the law but we should also understand the wisdom and
impact it delivers to our society, the very entity the law is established to
serve. Ultimately, I do believe that the worth of the legal profession does not
solely stem from winning the interest of a client but more than that, it is by
being facilitators of nation-building by letting others know their worth and
their rights and mobilizing such awareness to improve our policies and systems.