Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Red Book entry Aug. 14, 2007

Once in our life, there is a time when we begin to doubt and question everything. This is but a normal stage in a young man’s life. In my case, I doubted because I felt I have to. I felt this is a great need. So I doubted that soon grew into an idea toned do debunk an existence of a “supreme being” believing that god is just a product of humanity’s insecurity of death. But as I recall, each time you prove something and fail, the contrary becomes stronger. Reflecting deeper, my notion is one-sided; dark sided as a matter of fact failing to acknowledge another more important part of reality – the mystical beauty and intelligent order of it. A roller coaster ride trying to understand this through the lenses of science and philosophy made me see a bigger picture and little-by-little made me rethink everything. I look back to where I all started. I then realized, I have no question after all.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

excuse for a poem

Reign, one star beacon

Born under the subtle rays of the sun

Hailed on pillars and togas

Ancient wisdom dwells in sight

Hands with open joyful play

Burning of earnest desires

Hail the Lords of History

With words on paper, never fails

Revolution! The mind yields

Thirsty for the horizon, always see

Seeker of Truth

Seeker of meaning

All culminates in a beacon of stars

Born under one reign